Every journey has its breaking points
Moments where the path splits and you're forced to confront the uncomfortable truths about yourself. I'm Oriya, and I've learned something crucial through years of seeking, struggling, and finally surrendering: you don't need another spiritual teacher. You need someone who's walked through the fire and can help you see your own path more clearly.
My story isn't linear. It's a series of messy, interconnected experiences - growing up in religious extremes with heroin-addicted parents, years of seeking through substances and ceremonies, running from my own truth until life made running impossible.
Each breaking point was another invitation to stop looking outside myself for what was already within. The spiritual bypassing, the endless workshops, the guru hopping - they were all ways of avoiding the most fundamental truth: everything I was seeking was already here.
When you've been conditioned to distrust your own inner knowing, the journey back to yourself can feel impossible. But that's exactly where the real work begins.
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The Raw Truth
Recognition is the first step of transformation.
You're Exhausted from Seeking
Maybe you're tired of collecting spiritual experiences that never quite stick. The retreats, the ceremonies, the books promising transformation - they offered glimpses but never lasting change. You keep having insights only to lose them days later.
External Validation Addiction
You've become dependent on teachers, healers, and communities to validate your spiritual experience. The constant need for external confirmation has disconnected you from your own inner authority and natural wisdom.
Patterns as Survival Mechanisms
The relationships, the substances, the constant movement between teachers and methods - they were all attempts to fill a void, to find connection in a world that felt fundamentally disconnected from authentic spiritual truth.
I saw my patterns not as failures, but as survival mechanisms that no longer served me. The search for purpose isn't about finding a perfect answer. It's about being brave enough to ask the difficult questions and sit with the discomfort of not knowing.
"The spiritual path isn't about transcending your humanity - it's about finally being brave enough to fully inhabit it."
How I Can Support You
Healing isn't about erasing the past. It's about understanding it, holding it with compassion, and gradually creating space for something different.
I don't offer complicated systems or overwhelming programs. I offer something rarer: honest recognition of where you are and practical guidance for trusting what wants to emerge next. This isn't about adding more spiritual practices to your life - it's about finally coming home to yourself.
Liberation Guidance Sessions
One-on-one conversations where we explore what keeps you seeking outside yourself and what it would look like to finally trust your own authority. Each moment of awareness is a small revolution.
  • 90-minute deep dive sessions
  • Personalized spiritual guidance
  • Practical tools for inner trust
  • Integration support between sessions
WhatsApp Spiritual Guidance
For those who prefer the intimacy of voice notes and asynchronous support. Sometimes you just need someone who's walked the path to reflect back what you already know.
  • Voice note exchanges
  • Real-time spiritual support
  • Flexible communication style
  • Ongoing guidance between formal sessions

First Session Gift: Your initial Liberation Guidance Session is always complimentary. I believe in removing barriers to authentic spiritual connection - money shouldn't be one of them when you're ready to do this work.
My Approach
You already know everything you need to know. You just forgot.
Meeting You Where You Are
I meet you exactly where you are - in the confusion, the seeking, the spiritual hunger that never quite gets satisfied. We explore the complex tapestry of your experience without trying to fix or bypass anything.
This work isn't about finding yourself. It's about recognizing what was never actually lost.
Recognition
Seeing your patterns and conditioning with clarity and compassion, understanding how they served you and when they stopped serving.
Acceptance
Embracing all parts of your journey - the seeking, the confusion, the pain - as sacred aspects of your spiritual unfolding.
Integration
Practical guidance for living from your authentic center, trusting your inner knowing in daily life and relationships.
Liberation
Freedom from the need to seek outside yourself, embodying your natural spiritual authority with confidence and grace.
It's about seeing your wound not as your failure, but as your doorway. It's about trusting the intelligence that brought you here, recognizing that your spiritual hunger itself is proof of your readiness for authentic transformation.
Ready to Stop Seeking?
The religious constraints of my past were crumbling, and I was searching for something more authentic, more real.
If You're Tired of Spiritual Seeking
If something in these words resonates, if you're tired of needing external permission to trust your own spiritual experience, let's talk. You don't need fixing. You need recognition of what you already are.
The Path Back to Yourself
This isn't another spiritual program or system to follow. It's an invitation to remember what you've always known but were taught to doubt - your own inherent spiritual wisdom and authority.
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Book Your Liberation Session
Your first session is always my gift. No strings attached, no sales pressure. Just an honest conversation about where you are and where you want to go on your spiritual journey.
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WhatsApp Me Directly
Share what you're navigating right now. Sometimes a simple voice exchange can provide the clarity and validation you've been seeking from countless teachers and workshops.
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Explore the 12 Liberation Beats
Discover where you are in your spiritual journey with this framework that maps the common stages of awakening from seeking to authentic embodiment.

Remember: You are not broken. You are not behind. You are exactly where you need to be. The seeking itself has been preparing you for this moment of returning home to yourself.